Silently..

So this time
I am the one to blame
The last time
I almost drown
It did not feel the same
And now i am
Withholding all the pain
And i still remember how
I hurt myself
When i shut this all away
This time no one can hear me
As im screming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
So im stepping back inside
Stepping back inside of me
This time the voice is screaming
It screams in me silently
And now i am wanting this to change
Cause this time love come too far
And i cannot run away
And i know the ends not far away
Cause i still remember how i hurt myself
When i shut this all away
This time no one can hear me
As im screaming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
So im stepping back inside
Stepping back inside of me
This time the voice is screaming
It screams in me
Silently